The Asylum

Seems to me that people are slowly dropping off of here. I guess I am guilty of it too. I like to get on here and read and what not but I lost my need to vent on here long time ago. Besides. Facebook is the latest and greatest, which I am on now too. I guess I will stay here until my F. List is reduced to 0.

I hope you are all doing well.

I just came to the realization that when you read a book and your mind is painting the pictures. You imagine the characters not only based on the description but also based on your definition of ugly and attractive.

You know what is worse than being single on V. Day.


Not being single but being alone on V.day. He needs to hurry the fuck up.

This is going to sound strange I know. But I liked the Mountain Dew Machine from transformers the movie. I am sorry but death by projectile soda can....to fucking funny.

"AHEM"


"WOLFMAN GOTS NARDS"


that is all, thank you.

L.A is nice and the people here, were super cool...but I miss home. Home is where you are safe to be yourself....and I want that back.



So homeward bound I go.

Today is ask me a question.



Ask whatever you want.  Even anonymously if you wish.   I will even screen so you can ask social repercussion free.

i have been playing a lot of wow...I mean a lot.   Kind of left the alliance toon for horde.  Found a good guild to run with not to mention my gaming buddies are on that side now too.   Miss playing Piper X though, here is a pic of him.   UI is basic.

I was just ask to tone it down at work.  I was wondering how long it was going to take for that to happen.    Let me explain.  I tend to be very ummm, inappropiate with work and occasionaly play the gay card if I think ti is funny.  Today i made comment about the Kathy Griffen show and how she had hosted the gay porn awards.  That was not the issue, the issue is when I said, I was jealous and I wanted to go to or host the gay porn awards.  My humor is fine for off work and stuff but I guess it is just a little to edgy at work, and with us hiring more and more people I need to be a little more discering about my humor and comments.


Sigh,




Oh well, I guess I will find other ways of ummm, not tonin it down.  Now where can I get a digital camera for cheap I wonder?

Jesus whey does everyone insist on turning shit in at the last minute. some of us would like to leave.

I stole this from Marchreaver

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
HOLY SHIT IT IS EARLY

2. How much cash do you have on you?
Five dollars or so

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
Lenore

4. Favorite planet?
Which ever one I am on and can sustain me.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
mr. bear

6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone?
Blah blah blah

7. What shirt/t-shirt are you wearing?
A Brasfield and Gorrie shirt

8. Do you "label" yourself?
Compasionate asshole and hopeful cynic.

9. Name the brand of the shoes you're currently wearing?
CROCS

10. Bright or dark room?
Office cube but my light is out on purpose.

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
I have no clue who he is but I think he is friends of Mr. Bear and supercub.

12. What does your watch look like?
I do not wear a watch, it breaks the wrist rule.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
falling asleep on my best friends couch...as usual.

14. What did the last text message you received on your cellphone say?
I deleted them all no one texts me.

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
umm I gues 8 months or so from now

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
Fair enough.

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
It has been a while...mom, I guess.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
MR> BEAR!!!!!!

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
None and this is a serious problem for me.

20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
huh?

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
6, seems like when you are the most free and most playful.

22. Your worst enemy?
Lack of complete information.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
God of War, Guy. He is hawt.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
Work well barbera.

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
Fly. To be so free.....sigh.

26. Do you like someone?
I like a lot of people.

27. The last song you listened to?
KNIGHTS OF SARDONIA BY MUSE>

28. What time of day were you born:
when it was dark and the next day. that si all I can recall, hell it was almost 30 years ago what do you expect.

29. What's your favorite number? 2

30. Where did you live in 1987?
College Park, GA

31. Are you jealous of anyone?
Sometimes.

32. Is anyone jealous of you?
Doubtful.

33. Where were you when 9/11 happened?
At school working on a second undergrad degree in education.

34. What do you do when vending machines steal your money?
Summon my Voidwalker!!

35. Do you consider yourself kind?
Depends.

36. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
I have three, but if I get another one, it will either be a sleeve or back piece. The back, wings, the shoulder some kind of armor type of thingy.

37. If you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
Sign Language... it intrigues me more than verbal languages. I agree with marchreaver on this one. Me too.

38. Would you move for the person you loved?
That depends on a lot of things.

39. Are you touchy feely?
Only with one person.

40. What's your life motto?
Life is decision and consequences. Make your decisions and be man enough to suffer the consequences.

41. Name three things that you have on you at all times?
Wallet, keys, cell phone (agreed)

42. What's your favorite town/city?
Loving Atlanta right now. (agreed)

43. What was the last thing you paid for with cash?
Food. Imagine that.

44. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper and mailed it?
Never.

45. Can you change the oil on a car?
No

46. Your first love: what is the last thing you heard about him/her?
He has a new boyfriend.

47. How far back do you know about your ancestry?
I don't

48. The last time you dressed fancy, what did you wear and why did you dress fancy?
Dress fancy.....never.

49. Does anything hurt on your body right now?
Alot of things but it is managable

50. Have you been burned by love?
Yes.

I am amazed at some peoples lack of understanding the human condition. No actually it floors me that people can be that stupid. Sigh, I am also amazed at my pride about it too.

I want to do something. Warm. Something new for me.


Redpandacub. You will be helping.


I am feeling mischievious.

THis is my latest and greatest pic. It is my official sad kitty face. For those moments when you need to be sad. but I am not sad now, just comment whoring and all that.

I have moved. I have shifted forward for the first time in a long time. This will be job number......5 since getting out of college but career change number 3. This one needs to stick. I most be perfect. I must be everything they want....and more. There is no choice.


I am scared out of my fucking mind. I have no clue what the horizon will bring to me. I have no clue what this means in the long haul. All I know is it is my first real job with a real company.

All I know is that I will be super busy and my access that I ust to ahve online will no longer be there. I have to committ to this full fold. I can not do this half ass and I can not slack at anytime. I have waited and like a sniper I took one shot and made a kill. Thank God he sent me the best spotter ever....Redpandacub.

While nothing official has happened, My superviser who I wll call Mr. D. Basicly said it was mine. Now will a period of transisiton, change but more importantly....growth.

There is a price for all this and on the surface it will be social time. My schedule will be from 12-9 pm, I will be working with the west coast schedule. I chose that....the reason I chose that is because....I get up at 4 in the morning now and it sucks. Now....well now I can get up way later. I like that lots. Magic is out. I will not be able to give that much time and while I will try to to go to tournaments, my skill will fall by the wayside because of my lack of testing and interaction but who cares. Life is shifting and while I am scard out of my mind, I am also never been more excited or happy.

I have new icons thanks to a friend. Here is my laughing pic.

I umderstand if you have just come to america and you can not read or write our language but if I have docs translated to your native language can you please please at least be able to read and write in your god damm native language? There are times when I wish we were a closed boredered country.

I just found out that the labor foreman for my site was sent home for pooing in his pants.